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Dear Mom: I miss you!


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    Dear Mom: I miss you!

    Dear Mom: I miss you!


    By: Mai Rostom
    Three days. Thats how long it took me to sit down and write this. Every night I spend around 5 hours online trying to run away from this and end up sleeping at 7 am without actually getting the job done. So here I am iPod in my ears and laptop on my lap getting ready to spill the beans.
    I miss you. I just do. I tried hard not to but I cant help it. I miss you. You visit me in my dreams uninvited. You pop up on my mind during the day when I miss you the least just to remind me that youre gone and I cant see you. I miss you. It hurts. I don't want to miss you because theres nothing that I can do to bring you back. But I miss you. I promised myself that I wouldnt but I take it back, I miss you. I think about you constantly, you give me a weird feeling in the pit of my stomach when I think about you.
    I stare into space when I reminisce about how you used to be, not wanting to snap back to the reality of me not being able to tell you that I miss you. I think about you, what youre doing, where you are, wondering if you miss me too, then I realize, I miss you. I sleep, go out, have fun, laugh, work, then when Im alone, you pop up. You crawl under my skin, you infest my brain, you fill the voids, and take me over with thoughts of anger, pain, love, and above all confusion.
    I tried running away from the fact that I miss you that much, but thoughts of you start to surface, its like I'm trying to sink a balloon . Impossible.

    I thought Id feel better after writing this, but no not really. I'm stuck here without you, unable to think of a way to get over this feeling. With a blinking cursor staring me in the eyes, I stare back at the screen just blank. Not a single thought other than the fact that I miss you. I don't know what it is exactly that I miss about you; I dont know when it became that bad, nor how these mixed emotions re-surfaced after immense trials of locking them up inside. This is beyond me, my brain is incapable of processing something that big, my heart is covered with barb wire just to keep memories of you out, and my hands are ready to bury thoughts of you where the sun dont shine, but then again you find your way into my soul through the tiniest gap to remind me just how much you used to light up my world.
    Having said this, its 7 am again, off to sleep I go, maybe tomorrow will be different. Maybe tomorrow I wont miss you as much, maybe Ill see you in my dreams tonight and that would take away some of the emptiness I feel without you, and maybe, just maybe; you miss me too .









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    Re: Dear Mom: I miss you!

    Very nice Sudhavaidhi. thank you

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    Re: Dear Mom: I miss you!

    Dear Sudha,

    Excellent i too missing my mom and love her like anything. In my blog i have written this poem long time back. I am sharing here for u and dedicated to ur mother too

    அன்பை வெளிப்படுத்துவதில் வற்றாத நைல் நதி நீ!
    துன்பத்தில்,"ஏம்மா என்னை பெற்றெடுத்தாய்
    என்று கேட்கும் போதெல்லாம்
    நான் சாதிக்க பிறந்தவள்"
    என்று என்னையே எனக்கு உணர்த்தியவள் நீ!


    பிர*ச்ச*னைக*ளை கண்டாளே கூட்டுப்புழுவாய் சுருங்கும் என்னை,
    உன*க்கும் சிறகு வ*ரும், வ*ண்ணங்க*ள் வ*ரும்
    என்று வ*சந்த*த்தை காட்டி பட்டாம்பூச்சியாய் மாற்றியவள் நீ!
    ம*கிழ்ச்சியிலும்,க*வ*லையிலும் நான் தேடும் தேவ*தை நீ!


    வெவ்வேறு முக*ம் காட்டினாலும் நான்
    விரும்பும் அன்பு முக*ம் கொண்ட*வ*ள் நீ!
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    அடுத்த* நிமிட*மே வெள்ளைக் கொடி காட்டும் ச*மாதான*ப் புறா நீ


    இர*வில் க*சியும் நிலா வெளிச்சம் போல்
    அன்பை ம*ட்டுமே அள்ளித்த*ரும் அட்ச*ய* பாத்திர*ம் நீ!!


    எப்போதும் பிரியாமல் இருக்கும் பிரிய*மான தோழி நீ!!

    கற்பனைச் சிறகுகள்

    Thanks

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    Re: Dear Mom: I miss you!

    Quote Originally Posted by Geetha A View Post
    Dear Sudha,

    Excellent i too missing my mom and love her like anything. In my blog i have written this poem long time back. I am sharing here for u and dedicated to ur mother too

    அன்பை வெளிப்படுத்துவதில் வற்றாத நைல் நதி நீ!
    துன்பத்தில்,"ஏம்மா என்னை பெற்றெடுத்தாய்
    என்று கேட்கும் போதெல்லாம்
    நான் சாதிக்க பிறந்தவள்"
    என்று என்னையே எனக்கு உணர்த்தியவள் நீ!


    பிர*ச்ச*னைக*ளை கண்டாளே கூட்டுப்புழுவாய் சுருங்கும் என்னை,
    உன*க்கும் சிறகு வ*ரும், வ*ண்ணங்க*ள் வ*ரும்
    என்று வ*சந்த*த்தை காட்டி பட்டாம்பூச்சியாய் மாற்றியவள் நீ!
    ம*கிழ்ச்சியிலும்,க*வ*லையிலும் நான் தேடும் தேவ*தை நீ!


    வெவ்வேறு முக*ம் காட்டினாலும் நான்
    விரும்பும் அன்பு முக*ம் கொண்ட*வ*ள் நீ!
    எத்த*னை கோப*ம் கொண்டு பேசினாலும்,
    அடுத்த* நிமிட*மே வெள்ளைக் கொடி காட்டும் ச*மாதான*ப் புறா நீ


    இர*வில் க*சியும் நிலா வெளிச்சம் போல்
    அன்பை ம*ட்டுமே அள்ளித்த*ரும் அட்ச*ய* பாத்திர*ம் நீ!!


    எப்போதும் பிரியாமல் இருக்கும் பிரிய*மான தோழி நீ!!

    •ற்பனைš் šிற•ு•ள்

    Thanks
    Arumai Geetha .........amma vin anubu appadi pattathu than ....... nice kavithai ...... azhaga solli irukinga..

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    Re: Dear Mom: I miss you!

    Quote Originally Posted by sudhavaidhi View Post
    Arumai Geetha .........amma vin anubu appadi pattathu than ....... nice kavithai ...... azhaga solli irukinga..
    Thanks dear ur lines also excellent. tears has come . The feelings cannot control.

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